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The Condesa Queen

by Matthew Check

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1.
Back in 99 03:32
Just as things were fallin’ apart, we were talkin’ on the telephone The last time that heard your voice it was twenty long years ago Apparently, you confessed to me some desires and some fears On paper in a shoebox, in my closet all these years Back in ninety-nine, you told me you loved me On a handwritten letter with pencil-and-paper With an eraser, you changed things that you rethought Back in ninety-nine, back in ninety-nine Now the whole world’s changed but my heart’s still the same somehow All these years I’ve failed so much, it makes me wonder why I’ve even tried Now happiness is optional, ‘cause time ain’t my side I gave up before I thought that somebody else could appear Like you who wrote me all the things, I’ve always wanted to hear Back in ninety-nine, Back in ninety-you told me love me, on a handwritten letter to me Back in ninety-nine, back in ninety-nine Now the whole world’s changed but my heart’s still the same somehow Woohoo hoo! Back in ninety-nine, you told me you loved me On a handwritten letter to me Back in ninety-nine Back in ninety-nine Now the whole world’s changed but my heart’s still the same somehow
2.
We met up many years down the road Not so long after two hearts had grown cold Like the smoke of embers rising in the morning air Call me old fashioned, I’ll make the coffee, pretend like you care Call me old fashioned, do me a favor, pretend like you care I was once in orbit, like the earth ‘round the sun Sailin’ through a solar wind, like Ziggy on the run Through the straits and the narrows, I’m finally at port Call me old fashioned, I’ll make the coffee and be back for more Call me old fashioned, I’ll make the coffee and be back for more You can call the sunrise a sunset, if you wanna be that way Sometimes beginnings are an ends … To a means in all of us as fresh as the dawn Call me old fashioned, I’ll make the coffee and be back when you’re gone Call me old fashioned, I’ll make the coffee, as soon as you’re gone To a means in all of us as fresh as the dawn Call me old fashioned, I’ll brew the coffee, as soon as you’re gone Call me old fashioned, I’ll brew the coffee, as soon as you’re gone Call me old fashioned, I’ll brew the coffee, as soon as you’re gone
3.
Walk Away 03:15
To speak the truth I must have lived it, to know of pain I should have felt it Though I sing, “You’re my Queen Of Air.” “How much I miss you when you’re not there.” I don’t know what I’m doin’ but I ain’t your man, if I was you’d know to the core who I am I’m just somebody who waits, I’m just somebody who always hesitates I have learned in the hardest of ways, when something is true and you know what to do. Walk away. When something is true, you know to do. Walk away. Things were good before they fell through, and what was done to me I’ve do to you For what it’s worth, you’ve escaped, all my gestures and thoughts I never could fake I never knew who I was but I ain’t your man, if I was you’d know to the core who I am I’m just somebody who waits, I’m just somebody who always hesitates I have learned in the hardest of ways, that when something is true, you know what to do. Walk away. When something is true, you know to do. Walk away.
4.
You left town like a bandit, leavin’ me to fend for my own But I took in stride what you told me, on the telephone Maybe it’s the desert sunshine, that’s keepin’ me from feelin’ blue But for better or worse, I’ve still come to think of you Like a San Miguel Allende sunset, you’re smile’s just as honest as its golden rays Without much more I can say, I’m hopin’ you get what you want Even if it ain’t lovin’ me But Franny, you’re still my Condesa Queen I hope you’re doin’ good back in the city, takin’ art classes and drinkin’ coffee And chasin’chasin that Bohemian dream We’ve all got those demons to conquer Hidin’ in the thoughts of the countries that we’ve stumbled through Just like you, I’ve been searchin’ too I hopin’ you get what you want, even if it ain’t lovin’ me But Franny, you’re still my Condesa Queen I hope you get what you want, my Condesa Queen I know exactly what you mean When you’re searchin’ for something else than the same … Thing you’ve done over and over … Again and again … Just like you, I’ve been searchin’ too For that San Miguel Allende sunset, you’re smile’s just as honest as its golden rays Without much more I can say to you, I’m hopin’ you get what you want Even if it ain’t lovin’ me But Franny, you’re still my Condesa Queen But Franny, you’re still my Condesa Queen Franny, you’re, you’re still my Condesa Queen
5.
Refua 02:29
Refuat H’nefesh, R’fuat H’guf U’vizman Kariv N’omar, Amen Refuat H’nefesh, R’fuat H’guf U’vizman Kariv N’omar, Amen Amen, Amen, U’vizman Kariv N’omar, Amen Amen, Amen, U’vizman Kariv N’omar, Amen
6.
You came into the room, just knowin’ what to say, but told all there was to hear About how we want the same things, but in a different kind of way That’s while you’ll be movin’ on tonight While the only thing I’m thinkin’ is that I want you tonight There’s nothing more inside of me than that Instead I’ll sing this song, about how you’ll be movin’ on How you really gotta go, though you really wanna stay You really want it anyway but this way I walked out on the street, where the winter wind it whips, like I’ve got nothin’ else to do It’s final time that I’ll feel lonely inside I tell myself mistakenly While the only thing I’m thinkin’ is that I want you tonight There’s nothing more inside of me than that Instead I’ll sing this song, about how you’ll be movin’ on How you really gotta go, though you really wanna stay You really want it anyway but this way Back in these four walls, whatcha gonna do without somebody whose… Tired to the core, and certainly unsure of where to go and what to do and with who Or without You came into the room…
7.
When Jonah’s ship set sail from the port of Jaffa, with a one-way ticket to flee as far as he could The Lord he sent a tempest like no and so the sailors threw him overboard He found himself in the gut of a Biblical flounder, and prayed to God for 3 long days and nights He vowed to do God’s bidding, like a prophet’s meant to do, for which he knew he’d pay a price Well sometimes supplications do suffice. Good old Jonah, headed for Ninveh, the people and their wickedness had surely gone astray Good old Jonah, he didn’t wanna go He only went because God told him so Jonah told the king that his days were numbered Forty days to change their wickedness So he called all his vassals and advisors too Because they needed to act quick Good old Jonah, headed for Ninveh, the people and their wickedness had surely gone astray Good old Jonah, he didn’t wanna go He only went because God told him so Jonah thought that God was too remorseful And thought that he had no more cause to live But then he was reminded of the hundred thousand souls That didn’t know left from right Well sometimes supplications do suffice (that’s right, if you do it right). Jonah went out to Ninveh…
8.
Come Around 04:10
You’re so guarded that I can’t tell what you’re thinkin’ about Even though our harmonies are sweeter than a lover’s shout I’m sure you’ve always suspected how I feel And I know that doesn’t mean that it’s meant to be real So I won’t, I won’t wait for you, (I won’t … I won’t wait for you) There’s so much more I’d rather do, then wait for you to come around I see in your eyes a melody ringin’ true Singin’ by your side is like what I was born to do Yes, I’m so sure that you’ve suspected how I feel But I know, that doesn’t mean that it’s meant to be real (no it’s not) So I can’t, I can’t wait no more (I won’t, I won’t wait) There’s so much more that I’d rather do, then wait for you to come around Wait for you to come around …
9.
Memories, the last ones to forget Linger with consequences yet There was a time when I was proud and strong There was a time when I got along With someone closer to me than a deeper passion that I was ever was supposed to deserve As if I could give like everyone else in return Yes when I look back, I know for sure That it ain't nothin' more, than all I had hoped for Now on the Ganges River, it all seemed to make sense That what appears to last is never gonna find it's end There was time when I was strong and proud I'm such a different person now I'm such a different person, but not so much I still hear every single one of your words As if I could give like everyone else in return Yes when I look back, I know for sure that it ain't nothin' more Than all I had hoped for

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released December 11, 2020

MUSICIANS
Vocals: Matthew Check & Robinlee Garber
Guitars, Bass & Harmonica: Matthew Check
Pianos: Shy Kedmi, Jordan Shapiro & Matthew Check
Keyboards: Jordan Shapiro
Pedal Steel Guitar: Justin Camerer
Saxophones: Drew Vandewinckel
Cello: Valeriya Sholokhova
Violin: Alexandrina Boyanova
Drums: Glenn Grossman
Clapping: Gail Check

PRODUCTION
Sound Engineers: Matthew Check, Dave Aaron and Jason Borisoff
Mixing & Mastering : Dave Aaron

ALBUM ART
Francesca Faber

PHOTOGRAPHY
Shervain Lainz

PATRONAGE
Ron and Gail Check (for allowing me to make their home as my studio)
Dave Aaron (for teaching me how to use Logic)
Glenn Grossman (for everything)
Lucy Kalantari (for songwriting feedback)
Jason Borisoff (for mixing and editing tips)
James Johnston (for piano lessons)
Rachelle Mae Ayonayon (physical therapy to keep my fingers in shape)

AND …
To all those who continue to inspire me to write and record music.

*All songs written by Matthew Check (except for Walk Away which was co-written with Tristin Janson).
**All songs were recorded in the spring, summer and fall of 2020 at Harmony Way Studios in Newtown, Pennsylvania, at StudioWorks in Manhattan & at Conveyor Studios in Brooklyn.
***All songs were mixed and mastered by Dave Aaron at @Willyblabs

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Matthew Check New York, New York

An American roots musician whose career encompasses everything from Emmy-nominated bluegrass bands to critically-acclaimed solo albums, Matthew Check has never been afraid to mine his personal life — including the vices, victories, loves, and losses of a man who's spent much of his adulthood in a creative whirl — for musical inspiration. ... more

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