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At Least For Now

by Matthew Check

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1.
Sterling 04:26
You, you used to call me “baby girl.” Up on your shoulders I did twirl. And you who danced around victoriously into town havin' everybody fooled. And you ruled, but you let me down. And I’m feeling lonely. I don’t want to be here. Oh, you’ve bolted the door, I’m not sterling anymore. You’ve taken this body, becomin' a scoundrel. I could start a war. I’m not sterling anymore. If I were the prince to your royal crown. You would have avenged me and knocked him down. And my hope is that in my fair time, that nobody's got a life like mine in the silence of "the voice" and no choice but to pay a crime. I’m feeling lonely. I don’t want to be here. Oh, you’ve bolted the door, I’m not sterling anymore. You’ve taken this body, becomin' a scoundrel. I could start a war, I’m not sterling anymore. I put the ashes upon my forehead. I tore my robe. Cryin' and wanderin', hand on my forehead with nowhere to go. And nowhere to go. I’m feeling lonely. I don’t want to be here. Oh, you’ve bolted the door. I’m not sterling anymore. You’ve taken this body, becoming a scoundrel. I could start a war, I’m not sterling anymore. I could start a war, I’m not sterling anymore. I could start a war, I’m not sterling anymore....
2.
We met up many years down the road Not so long after two hearts had grown cold Like the smoke of embers rising in the morning air Call me old fashioned, I’ll make the coffee, pretend like you care Call me old fashioned, do me a favor, pretend like you care I was once in orbit, like the earth ‘round the sun Sailin’ through a solar wind, like Ziggy on the run Through the straits and the narrows, I’m finally at port Call me old fashioned, I’ll make the coffee and be back for more Call me old fashioned, I’ll make the coffee and be back for more You can call the sunrise a sunset, if you wanna be that way Sometimes beginnings are an ends … To a means in all of us as fresh as the dawn Call me old fashioned, I’ll make the coffee and be back when you’re gone Call me old fashioned, I’ll make the coffee, as soon as you’re gone To a means in all of us as fresh as the dawn Call me old fashioned, I’ll brew the coffee, as soon as you’re gone Call me old fashioned, I’ll brew the coffee, as soon as you’re gone Call me old fashioned, I’ll brew the coffee, as soon as you’re gone
3.
There’s no question how I feel about you, no convincing me it’s really true I never stopped bein’ strong girl, still I long girl for you Somewhere deep inside you baby there’s a woman, who needs a man like me And she’s testin’ the water, in tryin’ to be a friend of mine But when you’re tired of lookin’ up, and tired of looking down, you’re tired of lookin back, you can take a look around It’s just the way that you are, the way that you are, you love runnin’ away There’s the way that I am, the part of my plan to get you back someday There’s the way that you are, the way that you are, you love runnin’ away There’s the way that I am, the part of my plan to get you back someday Yes I’m trying to get my fix on you, I’m not tryin’ to play no tricks on you I’ll wait around with my good luck, on balconies and bended knees Somewhere deep inside you baby there’s a woman, who needs a man like me And she’s testing the water, in tryin’ to be a friend of mine But when you’re tired of lookin’ up, and tired of looking down, you’re tired of lookin’ back, you can take a look around It’s just the way that you are, the way that you are, you love runnin’ away. There’s the way that I am, the part of my plan to get you back someday Oh I, I’ve gotta a feeling that this feeling, it’s never gonna settle down Or is it just … is it just a matter of time Somewhere deep inside you baby there’s a woman, who needs a man like me And she’s testin’ the water, in tryin’ to be a friend of mine But when you’re tired of lookin’ up, and tired of looking down, you’re tired of lookin’ back, you can take a look around It’s just the way that you are, the way that you are, you love runnin’ away There’s the way that I am, the part of my plan to get you back someday
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You’re not used to lovers always by your side A thousand times you’ve made your case, while I study the lines on your face I got tired of takin’ everything in stride to a rhythm I don’t know and a dance that’s not my own By now I’ve figured out, what you need there’s no doubt It’s fine with me, oh that’s for sure but it doesn’t make it easier Did we do the best we could? Was it more than my desperate longing should make me miss you even more at least for now? I’m not empty, but now exactly full pride From the tears that linger yet and feelings of regret In the morning, reachin’ for you by side like a hole in a bucket by a well already dry By now there’s no doubt, you got what you need you’ll figure out It’s fine with me, oh that’s for sure but it doesn’t make it any easier That I know it’s so damn true, that lovin’ each other ain’t meant for you It just makes me want you more at least for now

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“At Least For Now” consists of just four Matthew Check tunes, all from different periods of his songwriting career. Two were written by him exclusively (Old Fashioned and At Least For Now). The Way That You Are is by his brother Jon, and Sterling is a co-write with the Grammy Winning Joanie Leeds from their 2019 album about Bible stories.

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released December 22, 2023

MUSICIANS
Matthew Check: Piano

PRODUCTION
Jason Borisoff: mixing
Matthew Check: mastering

PHOTOGRAPHY
Jessi Kelly

ALBUM DESIGN
Alison Darling

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Matthew Check New York, New York

An American roots musician whose career encompasses everything from Emmy-nominated bluegrass bands to critically-acclaimed solo albums, Matthew Check has never been afraid to mine his personal life — including the vices, victories, loves, and losses of a man who's spent much of his adulthood in a creative whirl — for musical inspiration. ... more

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